berdating lagi...

semalam juge sy berdating ngan rosek...

nikmatnye org tgk kami yg jobless ni menghabiskan mase bersantai gedik2 di tepi pantai...

hahahhaha...syok gile....sambil minum rootbir float (rosek je la)..

sambil sembang2 hal ehwal semasa (mangenang nasib diri yg masih tidak bekerja)..

by the time, aku baru je dpt tahu aku dpt jd guru pintar al-quran tu...

helo...i ni ustazah ok? hahaha....(patut muhasabah diri)

alhamdulillah...lately Allah murahkan rezeki aku berdebuk2 cm durian runtuh...

tinggal lagi nk husband dpt tukar je...manusia ni sentiasa demanding...ish3...=P

hari ni, lps ma aku blk dr keje....die tanye aku xmntak ke keje ngan tnb?

ank kwn die sng2 je dpt keje ngan tnb...mileage byk...bonus byk....gaji besar...

pstu plak tanye, kenape ank kwn die sng je dpt tukar ke semenanjung?

baru je setahun ngajar sane dh dpt tukar...

aku mls nk jwb...hahaha...dh rezeki diorg nk buat cmane....(jwb dlm hati yg agk geram)..hahahhaaha...ssh org lain nk fhm situasi aku skrg....bkn aku xnk cr keje...

aku just xnak buat hidup aku lg complicated since i'm married now....

kalo aku ni bujang, merate dh aku cari keje.....

pls understand my situation.........tenkiu...

rosek & jagung bakar

kali ni aku rase rajin je...hehe..

semalam dating ngan rosek...

even same2 duk trg je, tp ssh gk nk jupe..

since masing ade kije even due2 penganggur..haha!

lps siap msk, gi amik adik skolah, gi tgk baby baru, then br lah leh kuor...

kt pntai batu burok kami bertenggek sambil mkn jagung bakor...

santai habes sambil bergossip2..hehe...(bkn ngumpat ok..)

then, aku tunjuk sumthing kt rosek...

when she said 'YES', aku pn speechless...

mcm x caye...dan masih ragu2....

wait n see end of this week...wink2!!

first entry for 2011!

salam for olls (ada follower ke?)...

so many things to share since i was stop writing for long2 time....

and there's also a lot of things happen in the past which not written here...

byk sgt so rase mls nk taip...

hahahaha...

simpan esok lah...

gudnite everyone!=*

mood x ok...

hm....dh abis mood raye dan juge episod bahagia ku terhenti kjap since my hubby is no longer here...huhu...ntah knape, aku rse x best...mcm2 soalan aku pk...

sampai bile aku nk hidup separate ngan husband?
sampai bile aku nk keje mcm ni?
kalo aku pregnant, mampu ke aku nk jage site?
kalo aku resign, aku nk keje ape plak?
kalo aku tak keje, sape nk byr ptptn ngan kete aku tu?

hm....these questions keep playing in my mind...tertekan dibuatnya...
sesungguhnya Allah sdg menguji hambanya...
dan aku perlu bersyukur dan redha dan terus berdoa pdNya...
Ya Allah..ampunkanlah hambamu yang lemah ini yg hanya mampu mengeluh bila diberi ujian...
AMIN......Ya Rabbal A'lamin..

yey! esok start cuti raye!

maybe today is the last day at site...everything is settled...napok gaye esok blh start cuti dh laaa...hooraayyy!! tak tahu nk bli ape lg utk raye...baju kurung dh siap, tudung dh ade, ape lg ek? duit raye dh siap tukar...cuma kuih raye feveret sy satu jenis lg x setel...xleh jd ni...hurm....since duk umah mak mertua, xleh nk wt r kuih tu...huhu...

sejak dua menjak ni, i feel so much happy...of coarse la sbb cik abang i kn dh balik...baru terase hidup berumah tangga...huhu...sgt la bahagia dan tenang rase jiwa bila si dia di sisi...tp...raye ke 4 dh nk blk sane...haihh...hrp2 buleh face it like normal...mesti sgt sedih dan rase kehilangan sbb cuti ni lame sket dr yg lepas...hm....tp ape blh buat, tabah dan redha je laaa...huhu...

dh takde keje kt site ni...its already 4:19pm...koho2 la ye....vroooooommm!!!

++ SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI ++
++MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN++

GEMBIRA!

today i am so happy...first is bcoz i just got my salary+increment+bonus for raya...even sikit tp ok laaa...rezeki, alhadulillah...td g bank..sementara menunggu dlm kete, ada salesman jual buku agama...for sure aku ni tak reti nk tolak dan kesian kt die...so, aku beli la dgn niat nk derma di bln pose ni...tibe2 moni (ank bos) msg gaji bln ni msk skali increment tertunggak ngan bonus raye...mungkin sbb aku tlg salesman td, terus rezeki melimpah berganda...huhu...then, masuk bank nk draw duit...dpn pintu bank tu mmg ada budak yg selalu mtk derma utk rumah ank yatim...die pn approach aku, "kak, beli cd rm9 ni sambil derma utk ank yatim"...skali lg, aku kesian tgk muke die plus muke die letih sbb pose...ape slhnye derma sikit sementara ade rezeki lbh ni kan....for that, i felt so happy...again...dgn doa semuge Allah lipat ganda rezeki aku xsemestinya dlm bentuk duit...tp mungkin rezeki suami dpt tukar sini pn sgt2 lumayan...huhuhu...
buku yg aku bli td blh bg kt ma as a bday present...hehehe...ups, lupe nk mention earlier, today is my mum's 47th bday...hehe...uh, back to da story, balik umah cerita kt ayah psl buku td...die pn ade cerita...kt tmpt keje die slalu org pakistan dtg jual brg2...satu hari, die dtg jual brg...ayah pn kate "bos not here, he go out"...pstu org pakistan tu kate "u're the boss, i know...last year i was here, u're the boss here..." hahhahaha!!! rupe2 nye thn lps dh pnh jual brg kt ayah...siap aim lg...ayah pn xleh nk tipu dh....susah la cmni....huhuhu...
pstu, i went to secret recipe to buy a bday cake for my mum...kebetulan gaji baru masuk...blh la nk celebrate kecik2...hehe...sampai je rumah, nedi ngan ma br siap wt kuih raye....aku sampai je rumah terus carik bhn wt kuih raye..org tgh sibuk nk msk utk berbuka,aku sibuk nk bakar kuih...xtau la knape semangat sgt...selame ni aku la plg mls nk main mnde2 ni...mungkin sbb kuih ni aku suke dan sbb utama, aku kesuntukan mase utk ni semua...so baik lah aku prepare awl2 utk buat kuih feveretku, biskut kacang pis...ntah sempat ke x aku mkn sbb aku bkn nye raye kt sini pon...huhuhu...actually, this is my first try to make this cookies...hasilnya not bad r...sedap je...hehe...

biskut kacang pis

biskut dahlia


biskut badam


tat nenas

siap buat biskut, siap2 nk celebrate bday ma...ayah penat,tertido dpn tv...xpe lahh...teruskan je agenda...hm.....tup2,dh 47thn...ma ku sudah makin tua...aku pn tak sdr diri makin tua, dh jd bini org..kjap nye mase berlalu...harap ma sentiasa sihat, panjang umur, dan dimurahkan rezeki utk jd tetamu Allah nnti...aku ni slalu bekeng ngn ma sbb kdg2 ma ni manja sgt...xleh susah sikit...aku plak nk kene ajar die jd independant...hahhahaha...utk kebaikan ape slhnye...hehe!=)



ok la...sudah larut mlm...hajat nk sambung buat biskut suji...tp kepala sdh pusing,mata sudah berat...assistant pn dh lena tuh (cpt je lena die)...gudnite everyone.....

femes emeskuu....

its already 1.30am...baru blk dr ofis...sdg ku membuat cookies feveretku, tetibe bos ku msg suh g ofis isi tender...errr...sgt lah mls tp terpkselaaa...ape2 pon, femes emes ku siap dgn jayenye...nedi ngan ma tlg sambung sementara ketiadaanku...hari ni dh siap 2 jenis kuih raye...coklet cip ngan kuih dhlia feveret ma...kuih suji, cornflake madu, biskut kcg pis hijau otw...haih...maseku di rumah sgt limited...hari cuti nk kene bhg 2 rumah, rumah ma ngan rumah mok...nest weekend mok dh book nk suh wt kuih raye...hm...kalo la aku blh amik cuti sesuke hati kan best...hahaha...

k la, esok nk kene bgn awal nk g factory visit kt kl...7.30am dh nk kene ade kt airport...huhu...nite everyone!=)

ni die proses wt kuih...

1. kacau gula icing,gula perang, butter sampai kembang..then msk telur kuning...

2. kacau lagi sampai kembang...

3. masuk walnut, cornflakes, oat, tepung, serbuk koko, then gaul....pstu jemput2....

4. pstu msk oven...tunggu sampai betul2 msk...

5. taraaaaaa...dh siap, simpan dlm 'tupperware' (sempat lg promote)...

ok, biskut seterusnye wt esok plak...

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++ i have to start eat this supplement as recommended by rusit and bun..tQ! ++

kabinet bilik ayah buat...

sempena anknye nk blk next week, ayah siapkan kabinet dlm bilik yg dibuat sendiri....
cantik dan jimat...hehehe...tenkiu ayah...=)

yeay, esok cuti!=)

juz now i got a phone call from k.maria...
die bgtau esok bos bg cuti...yeay! gumbira rase hati...
brp mnt lg nk berbuke..hari ni berbuka kt umah mak mertua..
sume dh siap...xsempat nk nyebok kt dapur...huhu...
SELAMAT BERBUKA PUASA to oll......

today is FRIDAY!

today is Nuzul Quran..a public hol..i tot esok cuti rupenye tidak...kesian...
k.long is otw back home...rindunye kholiq! tp xsempat nk main...
biase hari jumaat, gi mydin bli brg...then blk umah mak mertua...
packing tupperware yg nk bwk blk...buke pose...
pas isyak, balik umah tanjung...
tdo, esok gi keje....
begitu la rutin hari JUMAAT...
best x? alangkah best kalo si die ade....=/

new look!

wah...ghalik sungguh duk metek mnde ni...
sapa sanggup stay up...jeles ngan rosek punye pasal...hahaha!
rosek, comel dop page aku? hehe...
k r,nk tdo dh....nite everyone!=)

jenguk2 blog

wah! setahun lbh dok update blog...mujur ingat lg pwd...huhu...
idup lagi ikan aku tp aku rase aritu kalerful...dh tua2 ni tukar kaler kot..haha...
i'm having much bzier life than b4...thats why la hari tu blh lyn blog ni...rasenye time nganggur kot...
hurm...i'm now as a wife of sumone i loved, khairol anuar azman..
it was about 2 months of marriage..
nothing much different bcoz we're separated by 'laut cina selatan'...huhu..
it juz like love between 2 islands r...hehe...
having life like single-mingle but feel like living with double souls...wah..hebatnye ayat...haha!

dok tau dh nk ckp ape...what i know is i miss my hubby...lmbtnye 4hb sept...cant wait anymore...huhuhuhhhuhuhuhu...

congrats to bond and ira...

hurm...huaaaa!! i didn't make it...x tau la how i feel rite now..happy for them but...a bit depress for myself...for now, i just do keep asking 'when is my turn??'...insyaAllah there will be chances for me in future...tp tlg laa...aku tak reti nk berlakon mase iview...tak reti nk convincekan panel...that is my weaknesses..bond, tlg ajar aku belakon dpn panel...huhu....

aku juge di takuk yg lame....*sigh*

demam kain baju raye...

hmm...br bulan brp ni....tp org kampong ni dh start jual kain dr umah ke umah...kain bkn yg murah2...beratus2 selai kain tu...aku yg da keje ni kena la bli sendiri...tp tak berbaloi juge bli mhl2 tp kain byk lebih sbb aku ni tak ckp inci...tak ke wasting tu...tp kain nye mmg la lawa2...tp aku rs baik aku cr sendiri je...aku ni tak kesah kain ape...asalkan selesa pakai dan lawa dh le...biarpn murah..huhu...

yg satu tu aku bli kt psr mlm kg raje...background kaler pink...nampak cm klasik...tp ble wt blk umah, sume kutuk kate cm kain org tue la...bla3...haha! mmg pn...ble tgk kain tu teringat kat arwah 'tok ngoh'...hm....satu lagi kaler ijau...kain swiss cotton...first time plh kain dan bli sendiri...selame ni ma ngan ayah je yg pilih...

ni die deretan kain yg bakal jd baju raye...

dr kiri: hk ac,nedi,ac,k.long,nedi,ma...

a suprise present for 'si hitam yang cumil'.....

kepada si hitam drpd si iban...haha!

smlm da blk umah...hari ni terase nk blk...cm tau2 je ade mnde best kt umah...i got a suprise present from org iban...haha!=p hari tu iye2 je kate xmboh bg adioh..pstu tetibe je sampai parcel kt umah...seronot ngat dpt adiah...hahaha!! nedi pon br blk umah...tp yg spoil nye die lupe bwk blk adiah...grrr...nk nunjuk sket adiah yg terbang jauh dr sibu...hehehe...=)

dpt baju tdo baru..=)

my b'day cake!

sayang nk mkn...hehe...

dgn rasminya aku sudah berumur 24 thn pd 10 April yg lps...ini bermkna aku sdh tua....tak best nye...tenkiu kpd kwn2 yg wish...ingat gak diorg b'day aku...aku ni plak jenis ssh nk ingat b'day org...kui3...b'day thn ni tak la best sgt...mse study dlu syok juge kene mandi air tepung ngn telor...huhu...tp yg pasti aku tgh tunggu 'handbag ROXY' dr k.long ngan suprise present dr nedi (ade ke???)...hahaa! dok kire...dan yg plg special aku dpt kek b'day dr sarawak...hehe...org iban pos dr sinun...sape lagi kalo bukan my lovely kurtu...ngeh3...

bad totss...

pembakar ayam setia...

mlm pesta bersama bangla...haha!

pose di bwh timbunan batu...

en khairul, ac & en apih bersame tenuk (jip jkr)...

hurmm...tanak ckp byk...baru2 ini, kt site aku ade 'TEST PILING'...sblm ni pn aku x tau diorg test cmane...yg aku tau kene tunggu 48 jam...amik reading for every 15 min, pstu maitain max load (yg aku gne 40 tonnes)..amik reading for every one hour...giler tak tdo la pok leh (org piling)...bkn aku pn yg berjage...hehe...sbnrnye teringin gk experience nk berjage bwh kentledge tu tp memandangkan aku sorg je pompuan, pelik la plak rasenye...oleh itu,sdh menjadi tugas aku utk prepare ape yg patut spt mkn minum JKR...mlm first tu aku plan buat bbq..sbb da bosan mkn kt kedai...aku dgn smgt gi mydin bli mknn, buat rempah bbq siap2 kt umah...dan jgn lupe, rokok utk puok2 JKR...gni la keje aku...entertain puok2 die...tp mujur la blh jd geng...

hurm...tp yg tak best nye kurt dok sng ngan keje aku ni...mmg la mcm over keje sampai mlm tp since ni first experience, ble lg nk rase jage piling sapa mlm dan mmg septutnye aku kene jage pn...pstu br tau aktiviti org bangla di mlm hari kt site...bergelap sbb xdok letrik lg..ahaha...sian plok tgk...tu baru satu point piling...ade satu lagi point...2 hari 2 mlm lg la kene jage...mujur jatuh hari jumaat...aku nk blk umah...tak kire...huahaha...

Mtest..sek men pdg negara..

engineers nk jd cikguss...

geram tgk baju bdk kecik..

i chose dis one for baby khadijah...cumel kan?

hari ni...hari penuh misi...haha! aku, bond ngan nurul memendam segenap harapan utk layak ke stage sterusnye...interview kpli...

soklan mtest blh thn jugak berbelit2...last2, mls nk lyn kebelitannya, aku tembak aje ape yang blh ditembak...fuh!! dh la aku pi conteng di setiap penjuru kertas maths...semangat punye psl...siap tande2 jwpn...hampeh...bdk2 blkg sng2 blh copy jwpn aku(mcm la btol sgt)...yg tu je aku konfiden leh jwb...paper lain hancorr...

tp i tot its better than soklan spa...spa lg ssh (sbb mls bc buku)...pdn ngan muke la kannn...

ade juge muke2 yg aku knal yg turut serta dlm perjuangan mtest ni...bulin yg bakal bergelar ayah dan syikam yang still dlm confinement...baby boy...syoknyee...nk baby jugakk...galok!

pas test, kitorg g cr adioh utk baby khadijah (mak spupu baru)..haha! then g mkn2 kt lakse png mok...dan kami berjaya mempengaruhi nurul utk ponteng kerja...haha!

hurmm...tp kali ni aku berharap...sbb aku mau mencari kje yg byk mase kt umah (bajet nk kawen awal)...huhu...and i wish i could fly towards him...galok lagi!! =p lg pn, i nk memulihara kulit muke i yg hangus ni....(sesiapa ade tips putihkan muke, sila jgn kedekut..)

[bond, tlg bg gambor ehsan kt aku..ok?]

- (thanx for da pics!)

amid's day...

15 march in past..amid's wed day...it was a work day...so, i managed to attend after ofistime...kelam kabut..kabut ribut...tinggal tetamu gtu je kt umah...fid & da gang...tak pe la, fid je pon...ngeh3...nk handle cmane lagi..wawa pn tak tau lg cmane cite...hurmm...last2 sume dtg mase hari nikah...one day earlier laa...tak dpt mkn nasik minyak...but since dpt celebrate amid's day,its so much ok...i dont know why, i felt so excited to run straight away from besut to marang just to find 'nasik'...sbb ma xdok kt umh,so tak dek nasik laa...haha...actually, it was the excitement to have fun with my old frens...saje wt meriah...tanpe ku krg meriah kot....kui3....

by the way...selamat pengantin baru amid! be a good wife..and great mummy to be...heheh...